2 July 2007
6:03 PM
there's that bit of hope that something beautiful will come out of the temporary tryst... that hope of making it permanent that goes beyond the flesh... but actually that hope is an attempt to justify the acts.. that it is the gameplan.. shared not by me alone but most probably an umpteenth of this generation... and once i'm doused with cold water, it seeps in me gradually that it was a wasted sleazy f--ktrip that reduced my being to a numb void machine that does not care for the self... and honestly, i know it does not feel right...
it's a vicious cycle.. i make a covenant to myself never again.. until i'm brought back to events that make me..that's why i've quit the dating scene... it feels so right to find deliverance... and that sweet hope to find The One...So upness for my culinary class instead!
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